ALCOHOL By Tom Jensen
I am a victim though I feel like a hero
You make me feel like number one yet I'm a zero
All this you put me through and still I go back to you
What is wrong with me? Why can't you let me be?
I saw you once and then I saw you twice
Now I see you all the time
When everything is said and done
I'm the one who pays the price
You never treated me kind
I had to descend from the highest mountains
Just to come back to earth
I climbed up the slopes of the valleys
For what any of it is worth
Still I come back to you after all that you put me through
You and I walked hand in hand and I picked you up when you fell
I thought you were my ticket to heaven and still I landed here in hell
Our conversations were one-sided…I never tried to hide it
You've never given me good advice
Still I come back to you
When everything is said and done… I'm the one who pays the price
Every time I try to stay away you cross my path nearly everyday
I fight so hard to walk a straight line
I fight so hard to leave you behind
Once false step and I'm back again and no further on then where I began
Still I come back to you after all that you put me through
What is wrong with me? Why won't you let me be?
APPLIED FAITH by Tom Jensen
Close your eyes
Quiet your mind
And describe to me
What you hope to find
Don’t give it a name
Let it be free
For fear it may change
Or worse never be
Calm your breath
Yes inhale deep
Then pinch yourself
Make sure you’re not asleep
Is life a dream…
Then one day we wake?
To a world brand new
That’s ours to shape
Or is this it…
And at the end of the ride
There’s no more nothing
Just hello, goodbye
What if it’s a question of choice
And it’s up to you to decide
As what you believe in most
That fate will then be applied
Don’t dare waste thoughts
On hollow or empty things
For fear of finding out
What the consequences bring
Behold the power
Of free mind and will
Everything can be unmade
And anything can be built
Conceive, believe, achieve
Imagination is all you need
Yes, you can manifest your destiny
In this world, the next or whatever world will be
AS FOR ME
by Klaus Bluetner & Tom Jensen
Kisses and drugs
Make the world go round
Angry eyes and frowns
Just keep us down...
Booze and hugs help take off the edge
It's great to escape every now and then...
As for me... (as for me)
Well I'm glad you asked
When I look at my reflection I see
many faces looking back
from the shattered glass
back from the shards
of shattered glass
back from these shards
of shattered glass
Religion puts us all in boxes and rows
Though we know it's hard to open
a mind that's closed
In politics half the people are wrong
Half the people are right
Some enjoy a good fight
As for me... (as for me)
Well I'm glad you asked
When I look at my reflection I see
many faces looking back from the shattered glass
Back from the shards of shattered glass
Back from these shards of shattered glass
Some people are strong
Others weak inside
So they hide behind
a hollow wall of pride
(That's what they/we do)
Some people are greedy
Others feed the needy
Still more are shady
And some just plain seedy
As for me... (as for me)
Well I'm glad you asked
When I look at my reflection I see
many faces looking back from the shattered glass
back from the shards of shattered glass
back from these shards of shattered glass
I don't judge myself on what I've done...
(Don't judge yourself on what you've done)
But on the things I've yet to do...
(There's so much out there that you can do)
I know somehow I've failed someone...
(You can't go pleasing everyone)
I'm just not yet sure if I know who...
(Sorry, but you will have to choose...)
AUM...WHAT SHE SAID...OM By Tom Jensen
I've been trying to explain this:
Displace the myth that what is...is
It is something pliable,
Changeable and moldable
Yet we could try and see
We may just be capable
Of being tough enough
Yes, every soul is searchable
Or we can try to hide
From the inescapable
But I don't think that's possible
Or at least it is not responsible
I've felt fingers numb
I've gone half-blind
Staying awake trying
To find the right lines
The right chords and tight riff
Trying to show you
Not only what could be
What was and what is
I've been trying to explain this:
The fact that consciousness
Like a river it is streaming
So that's why I go dreaming
Like you, I've been trying to find
Some peace in my mind
Since it surely seems that sometimes
All the good things keep leaving
Remember, even this moment is fleeting
Don't let your beaten pride eat you alive
When self-fulfilling becomes self-defeating
Don't lay down and die...Rise up....Rise up....
Raise a hand up...The other hand up...
Raise them up to the sky...
Finding some peace of mind in AumOm
What a pleasant, sweet surprise....
BREAKING HER HEART
by Justin Justice & Tom Jensen
Your heart breaks with every tender touch
You think to yourself
You don't love her all that much
The moon and the stars
She'd give them all to you
So with a tear in your eye you continue...
Skin so soft and light brown hair
She stares into your eyes without a single care
You have become her shelter from the rain
Yet while she's filled with love you're filled with pain...
Reality screams into your ear
So you try to collect yourself
You try and calm your fears
How long can you play this game?
How much longer can you simply hold your shame?
Life is anything but a fairy tale
And before you pass sometimes you fail
They say it's better to have loved and to have lost
Then never have played so we pay the cost
Every passing day you sink in sand
Becomes even harder when she holds onto your hand
You can't be the one who shatters her dreams
So you make her believe everything is as it seems
It's never easy when the time has come
It's never easy but you had your fun
Do not feel sorry for what you've done
For after the rain soon comes the sun
Life is anything but a fairy tale
And before you pass sometimes you fail
They say it's better to have loved and to have lost
Then never have played so we pay the cost
CALL IT FATE By Tom Jensen
Birds circle around your home
Say it one more time...
Why won't they leave you alone?
They flap their wings from side to side
But from Mother Nature no man can hide
Being punished for crimes --
Well, that may be
For crimes against humanity
Just when you thought
There was no one to see
Now you look at your life
And who is to blame?
You can call it fate
You can call it a shame
As your family boasts:
"You're in the prime of your life"
You go under the doctor's knife
For cancer has no name or face
Unfortunately for you it's too late
Enter the hospital a dying life
Exit the church a crying wife
Now you look at your death
Pondering who is to blame?
You can call it fate
You can call it a shame
In the next room of the hospital
Is a mother's joy
The prize of a life - a baby boy
The parents counted the fingers
Then the parents counted the toes
But what's in the soul nobody really knows
Food, love and shelter - baby got his fill
So no one knows why he grew to kill
You can look at their deaths
And who they blame
You can call it fate
You can call it a shame
A man dresses in the mirror
As he flashes a smile
In a two-thousand dollar suit
He'll wear at the trial
He asks the judge to cut his client a break
Starts preaching about
How we all make mistakes
The judge, on these words, reduces bail
Keeps a guilty man away from jail
His freedom is gained but what's been lost?
Will he do it again?
They keep their fingers crossed
CLEAN WIPE TO THE SLATE
by Justin Justice & Tom Jensen
As you're getting sleepy in your bed
Busy staring at the walls
My head is still spinning
As I'm pacing up and down the halls
I just need one more line only one more verse
And when I finally fall asleep it only gets worse
Yea lately I've been losing faith
Been having trouble thinking straight
What I thought I'd found has been misplaced
What I've been giving out
Well, I finally got a taste
When I woke up I couldn't see my face
Time to take a clean wipe to the slate
The past has now been erased
No right path to follow
No lines left to trace
I see no yellow lines on the highway
I've done it your way now I'll try it my way
There's a road not yet paved in stone
No one left to follow when you're alone
No shepherd to guide you
No shadows to hide you
No need to ask directions
When you're heading home
Every sign you've seen has led you astray
When you stuck out your thumb no one was going your way
The highway you stand upon
Winds so violently and looks so long
You've just gotta be strong
Keep writing and singing your song
Time to take a clean wipe to the slate
The past has now been erased
No right path to follow
No lines left to trace
I see no yellow lines on the highway
I've done it your way now I'll try it my way
CLIMBING THE LADDER By Tom Jensen
You'd be wise to take my advice
Before you fall in love
With a fool's paradise
You had better think twice
I don't have any vices
And that's priceless
Considering where I've come from
Everything I once believed in
Was so misleading
I'm lucky I'm still breathing
Considering all the things I've done
I scaled the drug ladder
Straight to the top
Got up so high
I almost couldn't get of
I could not control
The cravings inside my brain
That boy's on the ladder
And he's climbing up again
From cigarettes...
To booze...
To weed...
To speed...
To acid ...
To mushrooms...
To E...
To crack-cocaine
You'd be wise to take my advice
Before you fall in love
With a fool's paradise
You had better think twice
A lot of my old friends
Now sleep in the gutter
Toss an eight ball on the table
And watch them try to kill each other
My d-d-dad's a p-p-pothead
Who s-s-speaks with a s-s-stutter
Just another nicotine fiend
That describes my mother
A raging alcoholic
Yeah, that's my brother
And my sister…well guys
I suggest you use a rubber
There, now I think
I've got everybody covered
If you want to know about somebody
Investigate their friends and family
Even still I’m not quite sure
How I let it happen to me
But I've escaped the demons
And now I'm free
You'd be wise to take my advice
Before you fall in love
With a fool's paradise
You had better think twice
Well if you're hooked
And you're looking to beat it
Listen closely and I'll tell you a secret
If you've climbed the ladder so high
That you duck when planes fly
You can't just jump off or else you’ll die
It's too hard to cold turkey
What was years in the making
Pressure like that
Is like an oven baking
You managed to climb up
So you've got to climb back down
One step at a time
Until your feet hit the ground
COME FOR A RIDE
by Bryan Magsayo & Tom Jensen
Hey baby,
Come for a ride and I’ll take you home
But then I’ll have to leave you on your own
I can never be the one for you
Sometime, somewhere you’ll see it too
I tried to stay as long as I can
But you’ll find another to be your man
Someone to love you like I couldn’t do
One who brings candy and roses, too
Hey baby,
Come for a ride and I’ll take you home
But then I’ll have to leave you on your own
I can never be the one for you
I could never promise my love was true
I tried to stay as long as I can
But I cannot change the man I am
I won’t lead you on
It’s too weary for the heart
I should have seen it coming
Right from the start
Hey baby,
Come for a ride and I’ll take you home
But then I’ll have to leave you on your own
I can never be the one for you
Sometime, somewhere you’ll see it too
I tried to stay as long as I can
You’ll find another to be your man
Someone to love you like I couldn’t do
One who brings candy and roses, too
Hey baby,
Come for a ride and I’ll take you home
But then I’ll have to leave you on your own
I can never be the one for you
I could never promise my love was true
I tried to stay as long as I can
But I cannot change the man I am
I won’t lead you on
It’s too weary for the heart
I should have seen it coming
Right from the start
Hey baby,
Come for a ride and I’ll take you home
But then I’ll have to leave you all alone
COMPLICATED SUBJECT By Tom Jensen
It's such a complicated subject...
this matter of war
Traces back to the beginning of time...
if not before
Intertwined with our destiny
Throughout all our history
As the fate of humanity
Rests within this legacy
The true nature of man...
is not one of understanding
to say the least
The way it now stands...
This violence and bloodshed
shall never cease
There are four words
That'll never be
Our one sole belief
We come in peace
There are four words
That make me nervous
When I hear someone speak
We come in peace
For it seems to me
We'll all eventually
Suffer some kind of defeat
All genders and races
All colors of this crayon nation
All beliefs and creeds
Yet when we fight today
The battle cry is not Semper Fi
It's bleed green for corporate greed
Please take my eyes
Or take away these things
That I don't want to see
Still we try to perceive
all that's unperceivable
Still we strive to conceive
in what's inconceivable
Still we struggle to believe
in the unbelievable
Still we attempt to achieve
What is unachievable
It's such a complicated subject...
this matter of war
Traces back to the beginning of time...
if not before
Intertwined with our destiny
Throughout all our history
As the fate of humanity
Rests within this legacy
COP ASKED THE WITNESSES By Tom Jensen
A cop asked the witnesses
Did you see the driver of the car?
The witnesses responded
She couldn't have gone that far
It's amazing where fate'll bring you
All the way to a cell
It's amazing where fate'll bring you
Down to the depths of hell
The night was dark and dreary
The rain was pouring down
The faces of the happy
Were quickly turned to frowns
November twenty-sixth
And there's not much thanks to give
It's hard to be rejoiceful
When daddy didn't live
A cop asked the witnesses
Did you see the driver of the car?
The witnesses responded
She couldn't have gone that far
Mommy ran into a restaurant
Screaming someone hurt my love
Mommy showed the owner
The broken wings of her dove
Two lives were almost taken
As soon as they begun
A two year-old child
And the young driver on the run
People dressed in black
Now put flowers on his grave
Daddy died a great hero
And his little girl he did save
A father's life is over
And a family torn apart
A mother's constant weeping
And a child's bleeding heart
A cop asked the witnesses
Did you see the driver of the car?
The witnesses responded
She couldn't have gone that far
There's fresh blood on the sidewalk
And tears fallen to the ground
Flowers on a gravestone
And a deeply saddened town
About the girl on the run
Are you sorry for your sin?
Your only chance at Heaven
Is turning yourself in
COREY STORY by Tom Jensen
His mama was a nurse
and his daddy sold jewels
A couple hard working stiffs
But both were fools
If the boys got outta line
parents kept their cool
They'd never make a fuss
just leave 'em to the school
Too busy working
to have to raise kids
Right there ya find out
where the problem is
When little boys break the rules
daddy's too drunk to yell
He tried to chase 'em
up the stairs
but down he fell
When you make your own rules
how hard can life be?
Mom's sitting on the couch
just watching TV
Yet it takes more to be a mom
than just making dinner
Gotta teach your kids to play
the game of life to be a winner
All you need's a @#$% to be a father
but it takes balls to be a dad
I wish they read this story
I really wish they had
I always tried to use my brain
while my friend he used his brawn
Now I got it made
While my friend barely gets along
His daddy read him beer bottles
while my daddy read me books
When life gets ugly
you can't get by on looks
Me and my daddy
played throw and catch
Him and his daddy
played throw and duck
When life gets ugly
you can't get by on looks
When you got no smarts
you get by on luck
And when that runs out
it really sucks
CRY ME A RIVER By Tom Jensen
(for female vocalist)
Cry me a river...
Ten miles wide
Your warm tears will never
Send a shiver...
Up and down my spine
Cry me a river...
Then let me know
when you are through
Of everything that
you promised
Nothing was delivered
When you don't feel as if you're one
Then you should go back to being two
Cry me a river...
And then please won't you paddle away?
I've grown tired of sitting in the dark
Watching the clock
Trying to smile all the while...
I'm waiting for you
I would have put you first
If you put me anywhere but last
Yet as our time in life is slipping
Such time you lose too fast
The time for chasing rainbows
Is now as distant as the stars
Through the mountains you've traversed
You have discovered who you are
You bruise when you bleed
Accept this fact as fate
You know now what you need
For him it's now too late
You would have put him first
If he put you anywhere but last
But as you toasted to the New Year
Broken shattered glass
You would have shown him love
Had he given you a wink
You would have filled his cup with wine
Had he asked you for a drink
To the sparkling gleam in his eye
You've since become blind
Now this is all you can think of
Whenever he enters your mind:
Cry me a river...
Ten miles wide
Your warm tears will never again
send a shiver...
Up and down my spine
Cry me a river...
And then let me know
when you are through
Of everything that was once promised
Nothing was delivered
When you don't feel as if you're one
then you should go back to being two
CRYSTAL BALL By Tom Jensen
Indecisiveness has got a hold of me
Should I stay, should I go?
The high road, the low road
So many forces
That push and that pull
They act as they will
And they're acting now still
Just one of the choices
That I have to make
How much more can I take?
Couldn't sleep
For the last month and a half
Need a crystal ball
Because I shattered the glass
Was it half full or half empty?
But I can get it refilled they got plenty
Or at least they tell me so
But just where it is I still don't know
Maybe around the corner
Maybe half-way around the globe
Still feeling like a foreigner
Living the life of Job
I don't feel disgraced
I'm just losing my faith
Finding more questions than answers
As the hour's getting late
CUTIE PIE by Tom Jensen
Since a miss by an inch
Is as good as a mile
I’ll die wearing hip dirty clothes
Opposed to clean ones out of style
You can tell as much about me from my eyes
As you can from my smile
I don’t mind being hypnotized
By a cutie pie for awhile
I’ll have you understand
I found my weakness as a man
Running my fingers through your hair
As your breath became my air
Every time I closed my eyes
You’d be there inside my eyelids
As your voice became my music
I’d hear piano, harp and violins
No longer am I lonely
Since our hearts were joined souly
Even apart we’re still together
From now until forever
I don’t know what could be better?
DADDY TAUGHT ME By Tom Jensen
When I was little
My daddy dressed me in white
He said so he could lead me
Through the darkness and into the light
Mama washed my clothes
Nearly every day
For I'd get them dirty
Whenever I'd play
She told me that if it wasn't white
Then it wasn't good
If the weather got chilly
She'd pull up my hood
Mama told me of Jesus and God
And of Heaven divine
I asked if I'd go there
And she said I'd be fine
She said I was pure
And God made me snow
And that angels would follow me
Wherever I'd go
I couldn't wait to see God
And tell him what was on my mind
I even tried praying a couple of times
But church was much different
Than what I ever though it would be
We'd have mass outside
And we'd light a big 'T'
I had so much fun
When we’d march in parades
Then we'd set fire
To the crosses we made
And I love the holidays
They fill me with cheer
We loved Halloween so much
We had it twenty times a year
For some reason I was always a ghost
Must be the costume my mama liked most
Funny how no one ever got scared
Even when I was trying
Oh, there was that one….
The little girl who was crying
I'm not even sure why
She had tears in her eyes
I really scared her good
I must have caught her by surprise
I can't wait to get older
And be a daddy some day
I'll teach these games to my kids
And the whole family will play
When I get older...
I'll be the best daddy I can be
I just hope I can teach my kids as good
As my daddy taught me
DAYLIGHT AGAIN By Tom Jensen
Daylight again… Comes now and again
My only friend… That's left in the end
The shadows hide as the clouds creep by
I take stake in my mistakes in
The life I know the one I can't shake
Grabs me by the collar and won't let me go
There's only one way to live
There’s only one way I know
I've been taken… I've been shaken
And sent out on my way
I have tumbled… I have stumbled
Just going from day to day
The only sunrise ahead
Is the one I see when I go to bed
I wake up in the dark circled by sharks
So I cover my head until there's daylight again
I'm trapped in a tunnel
While sucked down the funnel
The light is dim in either direction
When you're only trying to escape and be safe
There's no time for perfection
From day to day to year to year
Somehow, some way I'll get outta here
Where I stand my feet are stuck in the mud
There's no chance I can rise above
With bars on the doors I can't climb out
My guide left me when the candle blew out
I came to my sense
and that was when
I knew I'd be down here
until there's daylight again
DEAD END by Justin Justice & Tom Jensen
I know who you are
And who you want to be
I know you're entrapped
And you want to be free
You can't put off until tomorrow
What needs to be done today
We've had this talk so many times before
There's not much more I can say
When the days become years
You'll know that it's true
You'll look back and say
Why didn't I listen to you?
I've been down that road
Let me tell you my friend
That sooner or later
You'll see a dead end
The road will deceive you
With its ups and its downs
It's so hard to find direction
With your head spinning round
You found a hole in the sky
But it's so lonesome there
Even when you gaze down
You still feel no fear
Come on my darling
It's time to turn the page
The only way you're not dying
Is from old age...
I've been down that road
Let me tell you my friend
That sooner or later
You'll see a dead end
The road will deceive you
With its ups and its downs
It's time to get it together
Turn your life around
Two years later --
I'd hoped to see you again
But I couldn't make it
So some flowers I'll send
I tried to convince you
But you wouldn't bend
So sorry for you
Now you'll never mend
I've been down that road
I told you my friend
But sooner, not later,
You saw the dead end
The road has deceived you
With its ups and its downs
It's just so sad
I'll never see you around
DEEP SEEDED
by Klaus Bluetner & Tom Jensen
I've been plowing these same fields for nearly thirty years
And ain't no great visions ever magically appeared
Just the sight of me standing here
Alone with my regrets and all of my deep seeded fears
There's so much work to be done
Once the summer comes the engine hums as the tractor runs
Seven days a week I'm out here in the sun
Back in my familiar place
Even though a new season has begun
It keeps the family fed
It's a dependable trade
It's the choice that I've made
For the last three decades
I've been living the same exact day
Never followed through on the things I say
Year by year my childhood dreams have faded further away
And now the sky is beginning to turn gray
Slowly my fields of wheat are turning into hay
All those conversations I've had with myself
Are becoming hearsay
This is the price I pay for being too afraid
I let myself down and now I feel betrayed
I've been plowing these same fields for nearly thirty years
And ain't no great visions ever magically appeared
Just the sight of me standing here
Alone with my regrets and all of my deep seeded fears
Looking back...
I think I've overextended my stay
I never merged onto the freeway
I never headed out onto the highway
My car just sat in the driveway
DIRT by Tom Jensen
Who’s got the dirt on you?
Or maybe you’ve been keeping secrets from yourself
Do you know who I’ve been talking to?
No it wasn’t her it was somebody else…
Ooh, I see someone’s afraid of sunlight
Stays lurking in the shadowy realm
To only be happy when it’s cloudy
Would seem to me to be trapped in a living hell
Who’s got the dirt on you?
Won’t you whisper just what your little secret is worth
Certainly no one could have deserved this
Never seen you look so nervous
- your eyes darting back and forth
Well sure we all make mistakes
Yet this one was so easy to trace
You didn’t look guilty just heavily disgraced
That would best describe the look on your face
Who’s got the dirt on you?
Has anyone offered to cut you a deal?
Or are they just letting out the line?
Let you run a little knowing they hold the reel
DIRT NAP By Tom Jensen
Can you tell me when this ride is going to end?
I've been a passenger in this car
Going from here to there both near and far
I've been a prisoner of my own device
Not the way I planned it being stranded for my entire life
Just what exactly would you recommend?
What type of direction would you give
Which track goes back to the past so that I can relive
The last two decades of my life
Then I would be ten again and I'd seek alternative advice
Is that possible would you tell me my friend?
Still I haven't given up and I haven't yet given in
I've just thrown all of my fears up into the wind
No more living off of the cuff I’ve finally had enough
Of playing the game not to lose rather than win
When my life is over my heart stops beating and I am dead
There won't be any regrets hanging above my deathbed
When my time finally expires I won't be buried a liar
No one will have said that I just sat there scratching my head
For finally I'll have followed through on all the things I've said
Sure, I've been victimized by time but it wasn't by design
And I am still paying the penance yet never have committed the crime
The jury never heard a single one of my words
When they said I was guilty they're were all lying
The cloud of misery that has shadowed me
And the negativity that used to travel through me
I used to think it would unravel me
Especially when the judge threw his gavel at me
But now everything is fine...
For I haven't given up and I haven't yet given in
I've just thrown all of my fears up into the wind
No more living off of the cuff I’ve finally had enough
Of playing the game not to lose rather than win
When my life is over my heart stops beating and I am dead
There won't be any regrets hanging above my deathbed
When my time finally expires I won't be buried a liar
And no one will have said that I just sat there scratching my head
For finally I'll have followed through on all the things I've said
And with that I'll take a long dirt nap and see what lies ahead...
DISCARTES by Tom Jensen
I hear whispers from the lost souls of man
Questioning everything that I think that I am
So I do not think therefore I am not…
Part of the problem or solution
Since my character no longer
Plays any role in the plot
It is then my mind reminds me
I have no memory
And there was something else…
But I forgot
Today, what is not needed it gets deleted
Just as in ancient times
When translated, annihilated
Just meant defeated
No, not just the soldier in retreat
But his dog, his flag and his whole family
I hear whispers…
Voices unknown to me
Hence I fall back into a dream-like state
Looks like everything will have to wait
Living in a dream…
To wake up one must fall asleep
Returning to reality…
Close your eyes as the same process repeats
Peace!
DISCIPLE OF DIRT By Tom Jensen
Just what will break the spell?
So many claim to know
Yet so few tell
Why is that so?
Maybe it's just as well?
To just let it go...
Ah what the hell?
There's only one way to know
Whether to buy or sell
On which road to go
There's only one man in the know
Though long ago he fell
So what's a disciple of dirt
Like me to do?
No one left to follow
No one to lead me
A blind detective
In a world full of clues
Only able to be captured
No one to free me
So many choices
Yet so little time to choose
I want to hide away
Where no one can see me
So much to gain
But even more to lose
I'll rest in the safety that
No one else will ever be me
So what if my book of poetry
Lies dusty on the shelf
My inspiration's been lost and found
By someone else
My dreams about tomorrow?
Ah who the hell even cares?
Every day we all take
A good look in the mirror
And wonder if it's time
To face our fears:
Are we burned up?
Are we burned out?
Or maybe there's no flame at all
With no desire to climb
There's no risk to fall
So we stick to safe ground
Like a hamster on a wheel
Lacking love and hate
So there's nothing left to feel.......
DOWNWARD SPIRAL
by Max Weltman & Tom Jensen
I've got something on my mind
so I better just say it
I hear the music in my heart
but I just can't play it
I feel good inside but I can't explain it
I don't mind when people cry
I don't mind when it's raining
I don't mind when most people die
At least they stop their complaining
I've been led by many people, places and things
There's just so much out there in which to believe
I've loved many people and then
had to cut my strings
Just to end up watching
each of them leave
Have to go and plant another seed
Go and find something to fill the void
For idle time is the devil's toy
For sometimes being alone
Is worse than being unemployed
Sometimes you're Siegfried
Sometimes you're the tiger
And sometimes you're Roy
High above
An angel cries
And down below
Even storms have eyes
What grows in me
I now despise
Deep inside
another man dies
Blood clot...........
Gunshot
It's all the same
Heartache......
A big mistake
Just part of the game
Weeds growing wild
A saddened child
Just who is to blame?
Another birthday cake
Wear black at the wake
We're so glad you came
It's a vicious cycle
You better stay on your toes
It's a downward spiral
It comes and goes...
EMPTY BOTTLE By Tom Jensen
I know you're thinking
Pondering tomorrow
I finally quit drinking
Drowning in my sorrow
Saved myself from sinking
I put down the bottle
When it started leaking
Some things you only borrow
So I know what you're seeking
Who do you lead...whom do you follow?
We both know of what I'm speaking
What do you need and what is hollow?
Do you see your reflection
In an empty bottle?
You don't know where you’re going
Only God knows where you’ve been
But the river keeps on flowing
And the part of you unknowing
Always goes wading on in
Signs read danger, don't fall in
Or you don't know the trouble you're in
Water so sweet it tastes just like gin
Take a dip and be baptized
In the pool of sin
Yet this path you walk
Wasn't chosen all on your own
As the thoughts you think are so deceiving
Everyday drifting farther from home
Now you regret the day you thought of leaving
The hard stuff's in the freezer
The 30 pack's in the fridge
The troubles of the world are building
Which way to the bridge?
You don't know where you’re going
Only God knows where you’ve been
But the river keeps on flowing
And the part of you unknowing
Always goes wading on in
Signs read danger, don't fall in
Or you don't know the trouble you're in
Water so sweet it tastes just like gin
Take a dip and be baptized
In the pool of sin
I know you're thinking
Pondering tomorrow
I finally quit drinking
Drowning in my sorrow
Saved myself from sinking
I put down the bottle
When it started leaking
Some things you only borrow
So I know what you're seeking
Who do you lead...whom do you follow?
We both know of what I'm speaking
What do you need and what is hollow?
Do you see your reflection
In an empty bottle?
EMPTY EYES By Tom Jensen
It's not that I'd rather be alone
Then be at your side
But the strongest feelings
I have for you
Are the ones that I hide
My empty eyes
You could never look inside
My empty eyes
Part of this face that you despise
It seems that the nature of women
Is that emotion rules all
The reason they rise
The reason they fall
There's no way of knowing
Which way you'll be going my dear
It could be anywhere?
That once burning candle
Has ceased glowing
Revealing my fears
Your rightful place is
Out there somewhere....
But it isn't here
That once bright star
Outside my window
Has long since disappeared
Proof...
You can't prove your love
when you don't speak the truth
Broken...
No more I love you's spoken
Crying...
Is what she's been doing
since she found out I was lying
Leaving...
Is what she is doing now
that there's no more deceiving
ENDLESS CHORUS By Tom Jensen
I'm as deep as the day is long
That's why it hurt me
To find myself becoming weak
When I needed to be strong
This long day and my long face
Shows you that I know no other way
So it's back to bed with a worried head
An unsteady mind and too much time
I think too much about the past
Of broken trust and how things don't last
I'm as deep as the day is long
That's why I rarely sleep
And I only dream in song
Then I wake up
And I try to play along
To the melody
That my heart weeps
Since you and me
We broke our bond
I find your ghost
Keeps haunting me
With rattling chains
And shaking keys
I try to hide
But to no avail
Just an endless chorus
About how we failed...
ENEMY OF THIS STATE By Tom Jensen
I share my darkness with the morning
It’s about time to set back the clocks
I can see now that the world's been turning
Through this tiny hole inside my prison box
Yes, I'd rather sit here within my own seclusion
Then go chasing after some make believe dream
So many have become entrapped by the false illusion
That what we think we see is what it appears to be
For all of the freedoms
That we once held dear
With one lie and one swipe of the pen
I have watched them disappear
Life sure has changed
So much since yesteryear
I'll become an enemy of this state
When hope can no longer conquer our fear
Perhaps I’m being too critical
Of this society in which we live
But sometimes it becomes too hard to take
When those who have the least are the only ones who give
Yes, life sure has changed
So much since yesteryear
I’ll become an enemy of this state
When hope can no longer conquer our fear
ENTIRELY by Tom Jensen
When tragedy struck my family
I began my decent into insanity
It started to creep
Slowly week by week
And before too long
I found I couldn’t sleep
Never again alone
No, not with these fantasies
As I lost myself
To the worst version of me
That kept holding on
Until I couldn’t break free
And by the time I realized
What was happening to me
I became someone else
entirely
EXIT THE SANDMAN By Tom Jensen
So the midnight oil
Seems to be burning again
The sandman's at your door
But he can't come in
With so much trying your mind
Tonight he's not your friend
Since there's so much
You're still trying to find
Before your time
comes to an end
You used to dream about today
But that was back then...
Back when...
You smiled as a child...
Before you got sucked in
Back when...
You always shared and never cared...
About the color of somebody's skin
Back when...
You didn't try to solve all your problems
With the bottom of a bottle
Drowning up your sorrows in a pool of sin
Back when...
You still had time to let the road unwind
But now your patience is wearing thin
Exit the sandman
Why not see it from the other side?
Doin' the best I can, man
And that ain't no lie that ain't no lie
EXPIRED By Tom Jensen
I am hoping it's not true
But our time may have expired
Sure I still sing for you
But lacking passion, lacking fire
Or at least not like I used to
I won't lie I'm not a liar
My eyes still like looking at you
Oh -- but now I closed them when I get tired
Maybe
What we had
Was good
but nothing lasts forever.....
Oh gee...
Guess you expected something better
About me:
I'm just trying to get myself together
About you:
You never listen
Too busy
thinking up something clever...
About you:
It's always about you....
An About me:
Seems unnecessary
What about us?
Why write about something that never should have been
Because it never really was?
EX-POEM By Tom Jensen
When someone says your name I duck
Because now I'm careful of whom I trust
Sometimes in love you really get fu$%ed
Sometimes a smiling face
Turns into disgust
Second chances...you got them
But for a second time you hit rock bottom
Third chances... you want them
Still trying to sell me some fruit
That you know is rotten
Calling on the phone
And knocking on the door
So scared to be alone
When you finally realize
That you can't have
What you once had any more
But you brought it on yourself
So why are you so surprised?
Love is dead
It has been beheaded
Get it through your head
We'll never be wedded
My phone rings
But I don't pick it up
I give easy hints
But you won't pick them up
Often there's no voice
On the other end of the receiver
It is true I once worshipped you
But now I'm no longer a believer
When someone says your name I duck
Because now I'm careful of whom I trust
Sometimes in love you really get fu$%ed
Sometimes a smiling face
Turns into disgust
F THE W By Tom Jensen
I see your face
It looks to me
You need some cheering up
Eyebrows are raised
Hair out of place
Your eyes are tearing up
You’ve lost your faith
In yourself hey…
You better listen up
Sometimes it seems
They crush your dreams
And THEN that’s when life gets tough
I turn frowns
Upside down
And make unhappy people smile
Life gotcha down?
If I’m around
I’ll sit and talk with you awhile
I’ll share with you
A story or two
From my youth and time will fly…
For today we’ll let
Our troubles fade…
Say F the W and let’s get high
When we get home…
I’ll roll a bone….
And now you’re blazed….
Got dry mouth taste…
Let us all give thanks
To that purple haze
For today we’ll let
Our troubles fade…
We’ll pie your eyes so you don’t cry…
We’ll have a laugh
Flipping through some funny photographs
Oh how the time goes by
So why be sad?
Angry or mad
When you can look up at the beautiful sky?
FALLEN CLOUDS
by William Elmore & Tom Jensen
The stories told beside a campfire so many years ago
Still echo through the canyons melt the newly fallen snow
The legend of great heroes now rest upon the stars
Along the craters of the moon lay dark and blemished scars
There's no one here to judge the living
Or sort through the dead
No one here to dictate terms
Nor record what was said
The laws of these lands has not been etched in stone
The king who holds the scepter can still be overthrown
Hanging clouds drift above after the battle in the sky
Fallen soldiers through love and war each one picking sides
So many wandering souls
Set adrift way up high
Listen through the canyons
We hear another deep sad sigh
You can never see their face
They can never find their place
When lightning strikes
The fire runs wild
Falling raindrops through the sky…
Fallen clouds…
Fallen
FALLEN WALLS
by Klaus Bluetner & Tom Jensen
A whirlwind of thought starts spinning around
I've been thinking a lot ‘bout what's been going down
And about what's been going on as I read the texts of history
I see the pages keep repeating… The idea is becoming clear to me
I'm noticing a pattern of ebb and flow
The rise and fall of man, men and kings
As a great chasm seems to keep growing between
Self-proclaiming all-seeing beings and those who'll never know
I watch castles crumbling while at the same time
New statues keep rising as slaves stand side by side
Working all day on newly fallen walls
And it's our job to keep rebuilding
What's not for our own protection
Since these structures are used for dividing...
All people and states
All races and religions
It's become the best way to separate
Old new ideas from
The foundation of tradition
First condense them
Then convince them to believe it's too late
When they know it really isn't
Get them to lose their hope
For if you can break their faith
Maybe they'll all stop searching for what's hidden
History's hands of time have told
That when there's no buried treasure to behold
We all know there'll be no shovels left to be had
Nor no more miners to find others out there
to help them with their digging....
Ahhh
FATE IS A WORD by Tom Jensen
Passion's found in
many shapes and forms
Within a tight black dress,
within a uniform
In the eyes of a mother
In the sighs of a lover
At three in the morning
Oh yeah...
Virtue can't be found
in all eyes of men
Nor in their statues
or great monuments
Only through tough
times and trial
Will we find ourselves
without denial
Or false compliments
Oh yeah...
Naked truth often hides
where you least expect
Never in the lavish palace
but in the cellar of neglect
Those of us living in glass houses
should be careful of bricks
For some who are
'the chosen ones'
Aren't the ones we'd pick
Oh no...
Fate is a word made up
by the scared
As the reason
why they failed
Or the reason
they never dared
To summon the courage
to follow the voice
They didn't always
want to hear
Oh yeah...
I am a man who
loves dishing it out
Yet I always have problems
when it comes to myself
When it comes to stepping up
I'm the first one to speak
When it comes to the children
I try my best to teach
They say practice makes perfect
so it's time to practice what I preach
FEAR by Tom Jensen
My fear is my friend
So long we’ve been together
From the beginning
Until the very end
Some call it other names
Play their silly games
Pretend they’re still the same
Though facts remain unchanged
You’re hearing two voices
Coming from different places
With two opposite choices
As you find yourself now facing
A separation of church and state
In this case it’s your logic and faith
One is gone the other’s been misplaced
Lying in ruins and laid to waste
Yet it takes dialogue and not debate
To make whole again this fractured state
We need common ground not lines in the sand
For unity to be found in our fellow man
With this goal in mind we must forge ahead
While biding our time with our feet on the ledge
Tight to our toes lies a precipitous drop
But with our backs to the wall we cannot stop
The daylight is dwindling
As darkness draws near
Every path towards escape
Has circled back here
I’m not alone…
It’s my friend who comforts me…
Fear
FENCES By Tom Jensen
Fences...
I see more fences
springing up every day...
There are people
paid to separate people
Who are lining up
to stand in the way
Of the profits of the prophets
Who create the media slaves, yeah
Who dictate who gets to divide the riches
Who gets to go diving with the fishes
And who gets to migrate and escape
Before it gets to be too late
Fences...
I see more fences
springing up every day...
Forcing us to choose sides
In this great divide
Between the people and the state
This state of confusion
A perpetual illusion
Of entertainment, sex,
death, of who's next,
Of celebrity, sport, fear and hate
Like me you want to get away
Want to find yourself
some kind of inner wealth
A reason to carry on
My dearest one
A reason to stay awake
Fences...
I see more fences
springing up everyday
Seems all those in line
Are blind to the times
Either wearing rose-colored glasses
Or being kept in the shade
The trees are tall
when you follow
every letter of the law
Straight to the 'T'
And yet fundamentally disagree
Failing to fully appreciate
the fact that fences
When used as defenses
are completely senseless
Especially when humans
are turned into machines
I see power serving power
I see snipers in the tower
I see the faces of the crying
I see truth from people dying
I see walls that keeps getting higher
I see more kindling being thrown on the fire
I see people scared and losing faith
And not being able to think straight
Fences...I see more fences...
Springing up everyday
FIGHT FOR PEACE by Tom Jensen & Lynette
Come now citizens of the world
Let us knock down this mental wall
Time to let a new flag unfurl
Large enough to cover us all
Endless sea of humanity
That will bridge both the land and shore
Become one global family
Let us not divide anymore
Realize difference makes us great
Opposed to tearing us apart
I swear to you it's not too late
And all it takes is one to start
It could be you who makes a stand
One burning monk can end a war
Wouldn't fight in Iraq...I ran
Didn't deem it worth fighting for
Unlock the door you have the key
Finally let this madness cease
Everybody say it with me
What is my belief? Can’t fight for peace
Come now citizens of the world
Let us knock down this mental wall
Time to let a new flag unfurl
Large enough to cover us all
Endless sea of humanity
That will bridge both the land and shore
Become one global family
Let us not divide anymore
Realize difference makes us great
Opposed to tearing us apart
I swear to you it's not too late
And all it takes is one to start
Unlock the door you have the key
Finally let this madness cease
Everybody say it with me
What is my belief? Can’t fight for peace
FRAMES
by Jon Jacobs & Tom Jensen
One more beer
And then I'll head home
Unless she comes over her
Who wants to be alone?
One more story
This time I just can't resist
It's time to share my pain
And what I've been living with
Like the crooked picture
Which we once hung on the wall
When you're hanging by a nail
It's just a matter of time before you fall
So come on over here and pull up that chair
You'll get to learn why my glass is half-full of beer
Once I had a jealous girl
And she had a jealous mind
And we lived inside a jealous world
So thus she's no longer mine
Like the crooked picture
Which we once hung on the wall
When you're hanging by a nail
It's just a matter of time before you fall
Yet everyday she
Walks on by straight through
And every day I wait here
For here to act like she used to
However I never
Seem to catch her eye
Every day she looks down
And I think I know why
Like the crooked picture
Which we once hung on the wall
When you're hanging by a nail
It's just a matter of time before you fall
Every day is the day that she regrets
Treating me like we never met
Someday she'll agree
She messed up a good thing leaving me
In through a window
Out climbed a broken vow
Into this sacred house
Where no one else was allowed
Like the crooked picture
Which we once hung on the wall
When you're hanging by a nail
It's just a matter of time before you fall
A matter of time before you fall
FRESCO
by Justin Justice & Tom Jensen
I've been waiting for a night like tonight
For so very, very long
Sitting here studying the portrait of my life
Wondering just where the artist went wrong
So why does my sketch in black and white
Contain so many deep, dark shades of gray?
My life before today had left me feeling sad and blue
When I'm with you I never want to say goodbye
To someone so beautiful that the angels sigh
I think of you in thoughts so kind
I painted your picture, it took me some time
You are the one that makes my life worth living
Yours is the last face I see before I fall asleep
You'll never be the one to break my heart
Never leave me alone to weep
Now all thoughts of retracing my past
They have become erased
And I live within your eyes
With each new line I'm redefined
Every time I draw your face
When I'm with you I never want to say goodbye
To someone so beautiful that the angels sigh
I think of you in thoughts so kind
I painted your picture, I could paint it blind
I drink to your health as I raise my glass
Toasting to a future and time that has not yet passed
As time crawls by and I stare above
I believe only in you - my muse - my love
Now all thoughts of retracing my past
They have become erased
And I live within your eyes
With each new line I'm redefined
Every time I draw your face
When I'm with you I never want to say goodbye
To someone so beautiful that the angels sigh
I think of you in thoughts so kind
FRIEND By Tom Jensen
I spread my words so let them be heard
All across the land...
All across these lands...
My advice is right and nice I'll have you understand
When it comes to giving
Give as much as you can...
When it comes to women sure my heart's been broken
Each time I try to fix it
And carry on the best I can...
Suddenly I feel empowered
Get inspired to spend the next hour
Sitting here and making song
Hoping you will come and sing along
A friend told me a story over coffee one morning
From one of the books she was reading
And, oh, how the pages were turning
Oh my friend is very lovely
If only you had a chance to meet her
You would understand it
How I feel when I see her
She was blessed with one of those faces
Possessed by only those truly lovely people
That when softly caressed it somehow erases
Time itself and everything - all that's evil
Someone once asked me
What the secret to my life is
I answered without thinking
"Learning love is priceless"
Share what you have with everyone:
And send flowers to yourself
Just a little "thank you" for being you
Now go and give them to someone else...
I spread my words so let them be heard
All across the land...
All across these lands...
My advice is right and nice I'll have you understand
When it comes to giving
Give as much as you can...